TAWG

Getting back into the swing of things after a vacation is always hard. At least for me. I come back refreshed but almost always thinking about wanting to do something slightly different. This trip was incredible and I don’t have the time to blog all my experiences or things learned right now. Today’s post is simply to share what I am experiencing with my God as I spend some alone time with him this morning.

God wants me to trust him, even when I don’t want to. It’s obedience and discipline. That’s what I’m learning. Still. He wants me to trust him out of a love relationship, not just becuase I feel like it or am compelled because of rules and regulations. I may not want to, that’s different, that’s the point of growth, but the relationship, I obey, I trust because he is my God, my loving Father and I know it!

This has to be one of the hardest things ever. It affects how I listen to him as well. If I trust him, then I find I want to listen, if I don’t then what’s the point? What I’m up against here is that my faith has been shaken over the past several months and I’m beginning to falter. I have the same ups and downs as any believer would probably say they do. It’s just right now, I am in the down swing, I don’t like it, don’t want to be in it and am struggling to get out of it. My head knows that I can trust Christ for everything, and in everything – my LIFE is his for cryin out loud, my heart however, the emotional side, the feeling side, is not so sure.

Proverbs 3:4-6 “Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight.”

Here’s my commitment today. I will apply this verse to everything. Every situation, every thought, every questionI have about life or work or faith, I will bring this verse to bear upon.

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