Posts Tagged 'Journal'

In-Between Time

wheatWhat do you do with in-between time?   The time between the creation and idea of a dream and it’s completion?  It can be confusing and disruptive when we are living out the dream or plan in front of us and it’s suddenly derailed.   The questions and confusion hit immediately.   Did I…?  Should I have…?   What might have…?

Walter Brueggemann wrote that the Psalms could be divided into three types:

  • Orientation
  • Disorientation
  • Reorientation

I’ll share a story from my own life of this process.

1. Move to Bend, OR feeling and hearing that God is going to take care of a piece of real estate I owned, knowing that if it’s not sold it could sink us financially.   ORIENTATION:  God’s given the clear green light to go – we go.

2. House doesn’t sell, job doesn’t cover bills, wife doesn’t get teaching position we were counting on, moving to a new home after 35 years in one place is NOT easy…  DISORIENTATION: God isn’t paying attention, I didn’t hear him right, He’s not there, I need to fix it, God sucks.

It’s in the Disorientation that we grow. In fact, thank God for these times.   I read a quote in the book I’m reading right now that states “the most important time is between the dreams, not the dreams themselves.”

3. So disorientation gives way to REORIENTATION: We’re okay, things are as we expected but we’re more aware of the need for daily surrender and trust in what God is giving, we’re communicating more about finances and living with more discipline and through it all, learning to be more generous.

Thanks God.   Sorry for all the mean stuff I said about you last year.

How bout you?  What do you do in the in-between time?

We all have these times.  Try to look for the opportunity and grow.    Know that DISORIENTATION is a natural part of maturing.  Embrace it as best you can.

BLOGGING

So, I’m kind of new to this whole thing.  I have journaled for years.   I have read books and lots of them and absolutely love to take what I’m learning and share it with people.   But this blogging thing is hard.   I have some sort of block.   I get started on a blog, get into it and then get stuck.   I do the same thing when I’m trying to explain a concept I’ve heard or read about to someone else.    I get all tongue tied and just end up ending it quickly without really speaking it with conviction.

I’d really like to NOT do that anymore and I’d really like for this blog to be a better expression of my thoughts than that.   As much as I want to write about GUIDEPOSTS, I also want to share my aspirations about racing in Xterra this year and how all that is coming along.   My wife and I just recently transplanted to a new place.   I moved to Central Oregon after spending 34 years in New Mexico.  We moved here with no work, no place to live, just a dog and a lot of hope.   There’s a lot that we’ve experienced and learned and continue to learn in this experience.    I want to share those things too.

So, even though I’m not totally clear where this blog is going, I do know clearly that I want to inspire, influence and encourage people.   I have a lot to say, I want to get better at saying it.